Aunt Lydia reflects on a ceremony that took place nine years ago, where a new statue was unveiled in her honor. The statue portrays Aunt Lydia holding the hand of a young girl, accompanied by a Handmaid kneeling beside her and a Pearl Girl positioned behind her, prepared for her mission to the outside world. The statue has become a place for devout individuals to leave offerings at its feet, symbolizing various aspects of fertility and pregnancy. Eggs represent fertility, oranges signify pregnancy, and croissants are a representation of the moon.
In the present time, Aunt Lydia resides in her private sanctuary within the Ardua Hall library. This library is one of the few that remain in Gilead after numerous books were burned. Aunt Lydia is engaged in the clandestine task of writing a memoir. She is careful to hide her writings from the surveillance cameras, recognizing the peril of putting her thoughts into written words, especially considering that there are individuals within Ardua Hall who would exploit her words for their own gain or to harm her.
The chapter begins with a transcript of Agnes Jemima's oral testimony. Agnes grew up as the privileged daughter of a Commander and his Wife in Gilead. She acknowledges that the interviewer and other outsiders have a different perspective on Gilead than she does. Agnes states that many children in Gilead were well-loved, and many adults were kind.
Agnes describes the teachers at her school, specifically Aunt Vidala, who constantly warns the girls about enticing men. However, their favorite teacher, Aunt Est?e, reassures them that not all men are lustful and that suitable husbands will be chosen for them.
The school Agnes attends is exclusively for the daughters of Commanders, while girls from Econofamilies do not have the opportunity to attend school or have the best husbands chosen for them. Agnes enjoys a higher status due to her influential Commander father. She is also considered special because her mother, Tabitha, "chose" her. According to Tabitha, Agnes was rescued from witches' enchantments in a forest, along with other girls, and Tabitha could only save one, so she chose Agnes. Agnes has vague memories of running through the woods.
At the age of seven, Agnes deeply loves her devoted mother. They spend hours playing with Agnes's dollhouse, which contains little blank books inthe study. Agnes's mother tells her that the books are merely decorations, like flower vases, as they are empty inside. The dollhouse represents each family member, including a Commander, a Wife dressed in blue, a little girl, three Martha dolls in green, two Angels with plastic guns for protection, and a Guardian of the Faith to drive the car. The Commander doll, like Agnes's father, spends most of its time in the study, where Aunt Vidala, the Religion teacher, claims the Commander is engrossed in profound thoughts with his larger, male brain.
There is also a Handmaid doll dressed in red, but Agnes keeps it in the box. Real Handmaids make Agnes feel uneasy. When the students catch sight of the Handmaids, their teachers instruct them not to stare or ask questions about them, assuring them that they will learn about "all of that" when they are older. Agnes wonders if the Handmaids have become damaged by carelessly tempting men.
Agnes occasionally locks the Aunt doll in the cellar and pretends it cries out when she plays alone.
At night, Tabitha sings Agnes a song about angels around her bed who will carry her soul away when she dies. This troubles Agnes because she envisions the black-clad Angels with guns and worries about accidentally exposing her body and arousing their desires. Agnes also recalls the Aunts' lectures about safeguarding one's soul.
Around the age of eight or nine, Agnes spends less time with her mother, who is always resting upstairs. Agnes observes the Marthas, Vera, Rosa, and Zilla, working in the kitchen. The family has three Marthas, which signifies their importance. One day, Agnes expresses her desire to bake bread from scratch, but Rosa dismisses the idea, explaining that it would be unnecessary since Agnes will have Marthas in the future. Vera inadvertently mentions that Agnes may not need a Handmaid, considering her mother. Confused, Agnes questions them, and Zilla clarifies that it's because Agnes's mother was able to have her own baby, implying that Agnes may not require a Handmaid for reproduction.
Feeling upset, Agnes goes to her mother's bedside and asks why she must get married. Tabitha reminds Agnes that she was chosen. Agnes, feeling too old for fairytales, insists that she came out of her mother's stomach like all babies, but Tabitha does not confirm or deny her theory.
Agnes's best friend from school is Shunammite, who chose Agnesto elevate her own status. One day, Shunammite informs Agnes that Tabitha is dying, as Agnes's Martha had relayed the information to Shunammite's Martha. Initially, Agnes finds this information absurd. However, when she returns home, she demands to know which Martha lied about her mother's condition. Zilla gently explains that they thought Agnes already knew, as they believed Tabitha had told her. Overwhelmed with grief, Agnes collapses in tears, feeling consumed by loss and darkness. Tabitha passes away two nights later.
The chapter begins with Aunt Lydia preparing for bed and reflecting on how her hair has become thin, despite having preached against caring about vanity to the other Aunts. She contemplates her declining health and wonders how her life will eventually come to an end. Aunt Lydia suspects that one of her enemies will be the one to kill her. Despite being a figure of authority and a model of pious behavior, she longs to be ordinary once again.
The setting is the Spring Equinox, and Aunt Lydia leads the dinner prayer, blessing everyone in Gilead, including Baby Nicole. Baby Nicole was taken by her Handmaid mother and brought to Canada, where she serves as a symbol of all the innocent children condemned to be raised by those considered depraved. They pray for Baby Nicole's return. Aunt Lydia explains in her memoir how the story of Baby Nicole is utilized as a tool to fuel hatred towards Gilead's enemies. Nicole also serves as a reminder of the perceived treachery of Handmaids.
During dinner, Aunt Lydia observes her fellow senior Aunts, namely Aunt Elizabeth, Aunt Helena, and Aunt Vidala, pondering their potential schemes and plans. After the meal, she walks towards the Hildegard Library, passing by the Bloodlines Genealogical Archives, where the senior Aunts maintain records to prevent incestuous relationships resulting from the Handmaid system. Finally, Aunt Lydia enters the Forbidden World Literature section, which serves as her inner sanctum. Apart from the forbidden titles, she keeps her own files documenting the secret history of Gilead. Inside a hollowed-out book, Cardinal Newman's Apologia Pro Vita Sua: A Defence of One's Life, she safeguards her secret manuscript. Before her arrest and transformation into Aunt Lydia, she had been a family court judge.
The chapter introduces Daisy as the third narrator, providing her testimony transcript. Daisy begins her story by mentioning what shebelieved to be her 16th birthday, which her parents in Toronto, Neil and Melanie, had lied to her about. However, she can no longer be angry with them since they are now deceased.
Daisy grows up in Toronto with her parents, who own a used clothing store called The Clothes Hound. Her mother, Melanie, is responsible for sorting and selling the clothing, while her father, Neil, manages the accounting and keeps collectibles in his office. Unbeknownst to Daisy, her parents are not ordinary individuals. She discovers some clues, such as a small glass and metal cube in Neil's open safe, as well as his collection of cameras that she is not allowed to touch. Daisy describes their home as deliberately unremarkable.
During weekends, Daisy spends time at The Clothes Hound since her parents do not want her to stay home alone, even as she grows older. When she complains, her parents assure her that she will understand when she is older.
Daisy assists in the store by sorting clothes and putting price tags on them. From her position at the back of the store, she observes people coming and going. Some homeless individuals, including an older man named George, ask to use the washroom, but Daisy finds him creepy and potentially a stalker. She voices her concerns to Melanie, but her mother dismisses them, believing Daisy to be naive.
Melanie's friend Ada regularly visits the store to donate boxes of clothing. Daisy finds Ada's appearance, dressed in black leather and heavy boots, to be inconsistent with the typical image of a charitable person. Ada arrives in different cars each time.
Daisy also encounters the Pearl Girls, young missionaries from Gilead who claim to be doing God's work. They roam the downtown area, speaking to homeless women and distributing brochures in shops. The Pearl Girls wear silvery dresses, fake pearls, and display glassy smiles. The brochures they distribute demand the return of Baby Nicole. Daisy has watched a documentary in school about Baby Nicole, understanding her significance to both Gilead and the anti-Gilead protesters in Canada. However, Daisy dislikes Baby Nicole and received a poor grade on a paper she wrote referring to Nicole as a "football" used by both sides. She suggested that Canada should return Baby Nicole, which her teacher considered a callous response.
Melanie always allows the Pearl Girls to leave brochures at the store and sometimes returns the old brochures, whichwill be sent to other countries. Daisy, having learned in school about the harsh conditions in Gilead, questions Melanie about her support for the Pearl Girls. Daisy wants to "set them straight" and wonders how the Pearl Girls could believe the propaganda. Melanie sternly instructs Daisy never to let the Pearl Girls see her.
Daisy never feels like she truly belongs to Melanie and Neil, as they treat her as if she is fragile. She finds it peculiar that there are no pictures of her around their house. Melanie explains that a fire destroyed Daisy's baby pictures. Daisy attends a private school that her parents specifically chose due to its strict attendance records, ensuring they always know her whereabouts.
A week before her 16th birthday, Daisy plans to participate in a protest march against Gilead. Smuggled footage of executions has been released, fueling public outrage. Daisy's class is excused to join the protest as part of World Social Awareness. However, Neil and Melanie forbid Daisy from going. When she complains, Melanie suggests that Ada accompany her, but Neil objects, concerned about the event being covered in the news.
Daisy's parents do not allow her to spend time with her school friends, so she is eager for social interaction beyond school. Neil has already informed the school that Daisy will not participate in the protest, but Daisy exchanges identity cards with a friend to board the bus headed to the protest.
Initially, Daisy is thrilled by the atmosphere of the protest march. Survivors of forced marches from Gilead to North Dakota speak, sharing stories of the thousands who perished due to lack of food and water. A Canadian recounts the ordeal of a deceased relative who was enslaved in the Gilead colonies, forced to clean up radiation. A representative from SanctuCare, an organization assisting escaped Gilead women, discusses the babies taken from these women. Posters of Baby Nicole are visible everywhere.
Daisy's group holds up posters calling for sanctuary for refugees from Gilead. They encounter a group of counter-protesters advocating for closing the border to what they perceive as an "invasion." There are also Pearl Girls among the crowd, displaying signs that say "Death to Baby Stealers."
Violence erupts, and some individuals dressed in black begin smashing shop windows. The situation escalates when police in riot gear appear, wielding batons and striking people. Panic ensues among the crowd.
Daisy loses track of hergroup and is hit in the stomach. Suddenly, Ada emerges and grabs Daisy by the collar, creating a path for them. The media later refers to the event as a riot. Daisy describes the experience as akin to drowning. Ada takes Daisy home.
That night, Daisy sees herself on the news. Instead of being angry, Neil and Melanie appear anxious. Daisy overhears Melanie mention the need to move immediately. When Daisy enters the room, nobody explains what is happening to her.
Three days later, someone breaks into The Clothes Hound, scattering Neil's files and stealing some of his collectibles. Daisy overhears Neil telling Melanie that the thief took "the camera," although he does not clarify which camera he means.
Neil and Melanie, who rarely watch the news, pay attention to a report about a Pearl Girl named Aunt Adrianna found dead in her condo, an apparent suicide. Daisy recognizes her as someone who visited The Clothes Hound. The news report mentions that Aunt Adrianna's partner, Aunt Sally, is missing. Neil remarks to Melanie that this is a catastrophe, leaving Daisy confused as to why they care since the Pearl Girls work for Gilead. Her parents turn to her with desolate expressions, leaving Daisy puzzled.
On Daisy's birthday, Melanie stares out of the window, deep in thought. Neil is upstairs on the phone when Daisy leaves for school. During the car ride, Melanie informs Daisy that she will pick her up after school as they have things to discuss now that she is old enough. Daisy assumes the conversation will revolve around boys and consent. She wants to apologize to Melanie for attending the protest march but remains silent as they arrive at school.
After school, Daisy waits for Melanie to pick her up, but Ada appears and tells her to get in the car. Daisy senses that something terrible has happened. Finally, she asks if someone has had a heart attack, but Ada reveals that there was a car bomb explosion outside The Clothes Hound. The car belonged to Melanie, and both of Daisy's parents were inside. Daisy struggles to comprehend the situation, trying to visualize the explosion, but her mind remains blank.
Aunt Lydia resumes her memoir and reflects on how she has managed to avoid the various purges that have occurred in Gilead. As a woman, she is considered less threatening to the power of theCouncil of Commanders. Aunt Lydia holds importance in the regime as she knows how to maintain control in the women's sphere and possesses potentially damaging information about the Council's leaders. She has made it clear to them that their secrets will remain safe as long as she is safe. Despite her precautions, she is aware that her downfall could come at any moment.
Aunt Lydia receives a summons from Commander Judd and heads to the headquarters of the Eyes, curious about the reason for the meeting. In Commander Judd's office, he warmly greets Aunt Lydia and asks about his Wife. Commander Judd has a reputation for pursuing relationships with young women, and his Wives often die suddenly.
Commander Judd shares the wonderful news with Aunt Lydia that Gilead agents in Canada have successfully eliminated two of the most active Mayday operatives. These operatives had been part of the Underground Femaleroad, operating under the guise of a used clothing store. The discovery was made with the help of a team of Pearl Girls, an initiative that Aunt Lydia had conceived. She allowed Commander Judd to take credit for the plan, which ultimately saved his career after a series of disastrous policies. However, Aunt Lydia wonders if the Commander resents being indebted to her.
Commander Judd suggests to Aunt Lydia that the Mayday terrorists must have had counterparts within Gilead, and he asks her to inform him if any suspects come to mind. They are also seeking information about the death of Aunt Adrianna in Toronto. Commander Judd commends Aunt Lydia, and she takes her leave.
Aunt Lydia then transitions into telling the story of how she became Aunt Lydia. She expresses a desire for things to have been different but acknowledges that regrets are not practical. The country had experienced environmental, economic, and social deterioration. People became fearful and angry, needing someone to blame. However, the cataclysmic upheaval still took Aunt Lydia by surprise, as she quotes, "You don't believe the sky is falling until a chunk of it falls on you."
In a flashback, Lydia is depicted as a family court judge, and despite the courts being temporarily closed, she continues to work. One of her colleagues enters her office and informs her that they need to leave the country immediately. The provisional government is canceling women's credit cards and passing laws prohibiting women from owning money. Lydia objects, citing the unconstitutionality of such actions.However, Anita, another colleague, reveals that the government has abolished the Constitution.
Suddenly, armed men burst into the office. Lydia demands an explanation, but they disregard her and consult a list. They forcibly take away Katie, who is pregnant. Lydia protests, but the leader of the men asserts his authority. The men read out names from the list, assigning each person to "Box store, high school, or stadium." The men make jokes among themselves about a woman wetting herself in fear. Lydia and Anita, referred to as the two "lady judges," are taken to the stadium. The men handcuff them and place them in a van. Lydia realizes that screaming for help would be futile. When the van eventually stops, the men bring Lydia to the stadium, which she describes as now being a prison. Other women are present, and all the men are armed.
Agnes attends her mother Tabitha's funeral, where most of the guests ignore her. However, she catches the attention of Paula, a Wife whose Handmaid famously killed her husband. Paula shares her version of the story, stating that the Handmaid ambushed her husband with a stolen kitchen skewer. Agnes hears another version from her friend Shunammite, who heard it from her Martha. According to this version, the husband made "lustful demands" that drove the Handmaid mad. Paula tells Agnes that it must be nice to have a new dress, which angers Agnes, as she is grieving the loss of her mother.
A few months later, Agnes's father marries Paula and gives her Tabitha's "magic ring," which had helped save Agnes in Tabitha's fairytale. Agnes is furious but keeps her feelings to herself, brooding and sulking. In Agnes's presence, her father and Paula talk about her in the third person, dismissing her moodiness as something young girls go
through.
Agnes is in Religion Class shortly after her father's marriage to Paula. Aunt Vidala tells the girls the story of the Concubine Cut into Twelve Pieces, an important Bible story. The story revolves around a concubine who runs away from her owner and seeks refuge at her father's house. The father apologizes for his disobedient daughter and a fellow citizen invites the man to spend the night. Some men demand that the citizen hand over the owner for "lustful and sinful things." Instead, the generous father and the kind traveler put the concubineoutside the door, where she is found dead the next morning.
One of the girls, Becka, tearfully asks how the concubine died. Aunt Vidala replies that "many men doing lustful things all at once will kill a girl." Aunt Vidala explains that the concubine deserved this punishment from God for her disobedience and uses the story to emphasize that women should not rebel against men in positions of authority. Becka becomes hysterical, and Aunt Vidala is concerned, knowing that Becka's father is an influential dentist in Gilead. Aunt Est?e is called to comfort Becka and suggests that the concubine sacrificed herself to make amends for her disobedience, nobly saving the kind traveler. To cheer up the girls, Aunt Est?e offers them cookies.
Shunammite whispers to Becka, calling her a baby, but Becka declares that she will never get married. Shunammite insists that everyone must get married. Agnes later learns the rest of the story: the traveler cut the concubine into twelve pieces and sent them to each of the Tribes of Israel, which led to a war with the Tribe of Benjamin.
A few months after Paula marries Agnes's father, their family receives a Handmaid named Ofkyle. Shunammite informs Agnes that Handmaids do not need real names because they are all considered sluts. Aunt Vidala teaches the girls that Handmaids play a crucial role in the community and should not be called sluts or treated rudely. Agnes understands that Handmaids can have babies, something that many
Wives cannot do, and it seems that all women desire a child. Aunt Vidala claims that a baby gives a woman purpose.
Agnes realizes that Paula wants a baby and no longer considers Agnes her child. She also notices that Commander Kyle no longer considers her his child either. Agnes feels invisible and wonders why God is so preoccupied with blood as she approaches puberty. The rules and dangers associated with having a female body overwhelm her. Agnes realizes that the other girls have shunned her because Shunammite spread a rumor that her real mother was a slut who ran away with Agnes when she was young. Agnes believes that Tabitha chose her and loved her, but now she understands that Paula and Commander Kyle want a child of their own.
Agnes imagines the satisfaction the other girls must feel to see her fall from favor and realizes that the Aunts must have known about her trueparentage since they derive their power from knowing secrets. Agnes wonders if the powerful Aunt Lydia, whom she has never seen, knows the most secrets and attempts to pray to her at night to save her from her unhappiness. However, praying to a woman feels unthinkable to Agnes.
Agnes pricks her finger while doing embroidery and the other girls mock her. Aunt Est?e helps her bandage the finger and remove the blood from the embroidery. Aunt Est?e remarks that women have special brains that are soft and damp, unlike the hard and focused brains of men. Agnes imagines having warm mud in her head.
After school, Agnes confronts Zilla about her mother. Zilla admits that Paula claims the story is true and that Tabitha was not Agnes's biological mother. However, Zilla insists that Tabitha loved Agnes the most and that the Marthas and Handmaids are also her mothers. Agnes finds the similarity between Zilla's statement and Aunt Vidala's words about having the students' best interests at heart unsettling.
Agnes asks Zilla if the officials killed her real mother. Zilla believes her mother likely went to the Rachel and Leah Centre, where the Aunts would have changed her mind about her sins. Handmaids have their names changed and their faces covered, making it impossible to know
where Agnes's mother is now. Agnes realizes that her mother is a Handmaid and understands why Shunammite called her a slut.
Agnes closely observes Ofkyle, the newly arrived Handmaid. She sneaks into Ofkyle's room and sees a picture that belonged to Tabitha. Agnes becomes resentful of Paula, who is removing visible reminders of Tabitha from Commander Kyle's sight. Agnes fantasizes that Ofkyle is her real mother, although she knows it is unlikely. There are no clues to Ofkyle's identity or personality in her room.
Ofkyle becomes pregnant, and Paula is happier and kinder to Agnes. Zilla tells Agnes that pregnancy is not to be discussed until after the third month, as it will be evident by then if it is an "Unbaby." News of Ofkyle's pregnancy spreads, and Agnes's status at school rises again. Agnes feels that the unborn baby is consuming all the love in the family, leaving none for her. She becomes jealous that the baby will have a mother.
Agnes recalls that another event took place during this time that would later impact her life choices. Although she realizes it may not seem significantto others, it had a profound effect on her as a young girl from Gilead who had not been exposed to such situations.
Agnes goes to the dentist, Dr. Grove, for her yearly checkup. Paula decides not to accompany her, citing preparations for the baby. During the appointment, Dr. Grove touches Agnes inappropriately and exposes himself to her. Shocked and unsure of what to do, Agnes pretends that nothing is happening. Dr. Grove calls her a good girl and reminds her to brush and floss.
Feeling sick to her stomach, Agnes leaves the dentist's office. She cannot report the incident to the Aunts since Dr. Grove is a respected dentist visited by Gilead elites. Agnes also cannot betray Becka, who would feel humiliated. Zilla's comments make Agnes realize that Zilla knows what happened and is warning her not to say anything. Agnes wonders if Paula is aware of Dr. Grove's behavior and purposefully sent her alone to be violated.
As Ofkyle's pregnancy progresses, the household rejoices, and Agnes listens in on conversations. Other Wives visit the house to see how Ofkyle is doing. Agnes observes their expressions of wonder, hope, envy, longing, and despair as they touch Ofkyle's swollen belly. Paula invites the Wives over for tea to show off Ofkyle.
Agnes watches Ofkyle's face, occasionally glimpsing emotions in her otherwise blank expression. Agnes feels angry as she secretly listens at Ofkyle's door, reflecting on how she was taken away from her own mother as they will give this baby to Paula. Agnes questions the teachings of the Aunts and wonders how sacrificing one for the good of Gilead can be justified. She does not blame Tabitha and hopes her spirit is still watching over her with love.
On the day of the birth, Agnes stays at home due to her first period and experiencing cramps. The Birthmobile arrives with Handmaids, and Wives gather around. Agnes secretly observes from her hiding place. After hours of labor, Agnes hears one of the Aunts call for assistance. She sees a real doctor rush to help and hears him swear. Ofkyle gives birth to a healthy boy named Mark but dies during the process, requiring the doctor to perform an emergency C-section.
After the Wives and Handmaids leave, Agnes sits in the kitchen with the Marthas. Zilla comments on how sad it was for "that poor girl." Agnes goes to Ofkyle's room, uncovers her face, and kissesher forehead, promising never to forget her. In the present, Agnes reveals that she kept that promise, as she later found Ofkyle's grave marker in the Handmaid cemetery. She learned that Ofkyle's real name was Crystal.
There is a small funeral for Ofkyle, and Agnes attends since she is now considered a woman. Aunt Lydia gives a speech praising Ofkyle for making the ultimate sacrifice and redeeming her former life of sin. Agnes does not cry but instead thinks about how Ofkyle was sacrificed for the baby, not voluntarily.
Agnes's status at school worsens following Ofkyle's death during childbirth, as it is believed to bring bad luck. The older girls chant a phrase suggesting that if a Handmaid dies in childbirth, a curse will befall those around her. Agnes is viewed as accursed by her peers.
Paula basks in the prestige of having a baby, but she is not particularly nurturing. Baby Mark spends most of his time with the new Ofkyle in the kitchen, where the Marthas dote on him. Meanwhile, Agnes isolates herself in her room, consumed by brooding thoughts.
The Marthas attempt to comfort Agnes by assuring her that she will have a baby of her own one day, which will bring her happiness. However, Agnes doubts that she will ever experience true happiness.
Aunt Lydia reflects on the problem of high escape rates among Handmaids and desperate individuals in Gilead. There are still areas in Maine and Vermont where guides help Mayday operatives for a fee. Aunt Lydia comes from a family with a history of smuggling and illegal activities, which her father took pride in. Despite her family background, she managed to climb the ranks through strategic maneuvering.
Aunt Elizabeth, Aunt Helena, and Aunt Vidala approach Aunt Lydia with a detailed plan to address the issue of female emigration. The plan involves trapping Handmaids on their way to Canada and implementing more effective interrogation methods. Aunt Lydia suspects Aunt Vidala's involvement in the brutal aspects of the plan, such as fingernail ripping. However, she praises the plan and assures the other Aunts that she will present it to Commander Judd, knowing that he would hear about it otherwise.
Several days later, the three Aunts visit Aunt Lydia again, excited about successful raids in Upstate New York that led to the capture of individuals suspected of aiding the Underground Femaleroad. Aunt Lydia congratulates them and informs them about thedeceased Mayday operatives in Canada, mentioning the instrumental role played by the Pearl Girls. She warns the Aunts to remain vigilant, as there seems to be a traitor within Gilead aiding the Mayday agents, even within their own Ardua Hall.
Aunt Lydia returns to recount her arrival at the stadium in her personal memoir. She and Anita are herded by men into the bleachers along with other women. They discover that all the women seated near them are lawyers or judges. It becomes apparent that the men have sorted the women by profession. More women arrive at the stadium and are
instructed not to stand up or use the restroom. Lydia regrets her previous belief that the liberty and individual rights she had sworn to defend could never be taken away.
Later in the day, the men bring 20 blindfolded and handcuffed women in business attire to the center of the field. The women are forced to kneel, and a leader in a black uniform declares that the "Divine Eye" will expose their sins. The other men echo the sentiment with an "Amen," and they proceed to shoot the 20 blindfolded women to death. Some women in the bleachers protest and are struck on the head by the guards' rifle butts. At sundown, the remaining women are given sandwiches and ordered into the locker rooms, where they spend the night on the floor under bright lights for the captors' convenience.
Daisy is sitting in Ada's car, trying to process the fact that Neil and Melanie died in a car bombing. Ada destroys Daisy's phone, emphasizing the need for caution. Daisy expresses gratitude to Ada for the ride and considers going back to the school for advice. However, Ada warns her that the people behind the car bomb may be after her as well and urges her to trust her. Ada believes the police won't be able to help them. They eventually arrive at a Quaker Meeting House, where SanctuCare, an organization that assists Gilead refugees, is located.
Ada instructs Daisy to wait while she makes arrangements for her. Daisy is offered hot tea and a cookie by a woman and is provided with a blanket. She observes people coming and going, including a woman with a baby, witnessing emotional scenes of reassurance and safety.
When Ada returns, she tells Daisy that she needs to change her clothes. In a back room, Daisy seestables filled with clothing, realizing that the boxes Ada took from The Clothes Hound ended up there. Ada advises Daisy to choose something that will make her look like a different person. Daisy selects a black shirt and leggings with skulls on them. While changing, Daisy briefly wonders if Ada is abducting her.
Ada also changes her appearance and applies red lipstick to Daisy, expressing approval and assuring her that their secret is safe. Daisy contemplates the nature of their secret, questioning whether it involves her no longer officially existing.
Ada and Daisy drive to Parkdale, a rundown but trendy neighborhood, and stop at a dilapidated brownstone mansion named "CARNAVON." They enter an upstairs furnished apartment. Daisy begins to feel dizzy and struggles to walk. She collapses on the couch and falls asleep. Daisy wakes up when Ada turns on the television to the news, which shows the wreckage of The Clothes Hound and Melanie's car. Daisy mutes the sound, not wanting to hear the news anchor's emotionless voice.
Daisy declines a sandwich and Ada returns with chocolate birthday cake and vanilla ice cream instead. Daisy wonders how Ada knows her favorite treats, realizing that Melanie must have talked about her. Daisy goes to the bathroom and vomits before returning to lie on the couch. Ada offers her ginger ale and covers her up, turning off the lights.
Daisy wakes up the following morning and briefly wonders if she is late for school before remembering that she will never return. She discovers that someone has moved her into a bedroom. Daisy looks at herself in the mirror and notices a change in her appearance. In the living room, Ada is sitting with a man named Elijah, who had been at SanctuCare and is a friend of Neil's.
While having breakfast, Elijah reveals that the previous day was not really Daisy's birthday and that Neil and Melanie were not her biological parents. Daisy had been living with them since she was a baby for her own safety. She was born in Gilead, and her real parents risked their lives to get her out. Gilead had demanded her return, but Mayday hid her with Neil and Melanie. When Daisy recognizes the story, Elijah confirms that she is Baby Nicole, and her real parents are still alive.
Daisy harbors doubts about the story, but Ada informs her that Melanie and Neil had planned to tellher the truth on her 16th birthday. Daisy can see that Ada is genuinely upset about her parents' deaths.
Aunt Sally, the partner of the deceased Pearl Girl, confesses to Aunt
Lydia that she killed Aunt Adrianna in self-defense. Aunt Lydia assures Aunt Sally that Aunt Adrianna likely had a psychotic break due to living in Canada. Aunt Sally suspects that Daisy might be Baby Nicole but hadn't reported it to the Consulate, deeming it premature. Aunt Lydia arranges for Aunt Sally to recover at the Margery Kempe Retreat House, where the staff will ensure that she appears "incoherent."
Aunt Lydia is summoned to Commander Judd's office to discuss the death of the Pearl Girl in Canada. The Canadian government classifies it as a suicide, but Gilead believes that Mayday terrorists were responsible. Commander Judd informs Aunt Lydia that the Pearl Girls have led his Eyes to a microdot camera that prints documents on small plastic dots. They suspect that someone in Gilead is receiving these dot messages and sending others in return, although the culprits have not been identified yet. Despite her fear, Aunt Lydia assures Commander Judd that the Aunts will continue to assist in the mission to dismantle Mayday.
Returning to her memoir, Aunt Lydia describes the monotonous routine in the stadium. The women sit in the bleachers during the day and attempt to sleep in the clogged and filthy locker rooms at night. Food is scarce, and the guards seem to purposefully create unsanitary conditions to break the women's spirits. Each day, more women arrive at the stadium, and Lydia and Anita try to support each other. Afternoons are marked by executions, with blindfolded women who can barely walk being selected. Lydia wonders why they were chosen. The man in black leading the executions always ends his speech with "God will prevail!" On the fourth day, Lydia notices that three of the executioners are women in long brown gowns, causing Lydia and Anita to label them as monsters.
Night after night, guards take away some of the women. Anita disappears one morning, leaving Lydia alone. One night, Lydia is awakened by guards who drive her to a former police station, now an Eyes headquarters. There, she meets Commander Judd for the first time. He apologizes for the inconveniences, but Lydia responds flippantly. Commander Judd orders her to the "Thank Tank" and expresses hope that she will become morethankful.
The Thank Tank is an isolated cell without lights. Lydia quickly feels the strain of solitary confinement. She hears sounds of screaming and moaning, unsure if they are genuine or recordings designed to break her resolve. After some time, three men enter the cell and physically assault
her with kicks and a taser. This brutal treatment occurs two more times. Lydia admits to shedding tears but also senses a third eye watching the guards' actions. Eventually, the lights suddenly come on in her cell, and guards transport her to a hotel room, instructing her to enjoy her three-day stay. The room is equipped with room service, a functioning shower, and a toilet.
Lydia indulges in eating, showering repeatedly, and sleeping. More room service food arrives, and the staff takes away her soiled clothes. Initially accepting everything, Lydia gradually regains her ability to think clearly by the third day. She finds a brown gown laid out for her, similar to those worn by the female shooters in the stadium. Lydia puts it on, though she feels a chill while doing so.
Agnes describes the preparations for her proposed marriage in Gilead. Families aim to marry their daughters off early to prevent them from losing their virginity, which is considered a stoning offense. Commander Kyle, Aunt Vidala, and Aunt Gabbana discuss Agnes's marriage without including her in the conversation. Commander Kyle briefly protests, but Aunt Gabbana comments on Agnes's physical attributes and assures her that she will have multiple suitors to choose from. Paula requests a hasty process and plans to make a donation to Ardua Hall.
Instead of returning to school, Agnes works on a petit point embroidery for her future husband. She secretly embroiders a tiny skull, imagining it to be Paula's, although she claims it to be a pious motif. Agnes reflects on how girls are not allowed to attend funerals or read the writing on headstones due to Gilead's restrictions on female education. She ponders the role of Aunts, wondering if they have special, androgynous brains. When Paula orders the Marthas to pack Agnes's "childish" belongings, Agnes throws her Wife doll in frustration.
Aunt Gabbana brings in a team to prepare Agnes's new wardrobe and wedding dress since Paula believes Agnes cannot be trusted to choose appropriate clothing. Agnes, despite belonging to a privileged class,
lacks rights and self-agency. One day, Paula unexpectedly enters Agnes's room with thewardrobe team, including Aunt Lorna, Aunt Sara Lee, and Aunt Betty. They instruct Agnes to remove her pink school uniform and proceed to take her measurements. Several days later, the Aunts return with Agnes's new spring green outfits, signaling her readiness for marriage. The clothes are used since they are not worn for long. Agnes is hopeful that the inclusion of a fall and winter outfit may delay her marriage. Her pink and plum clothes are taken away to be given to another girl to avoid wasting anything during wartime.
Agnes begins attending the Rubies Premarital Preparatory, a school for girls from esteemed families who are ready to be married. The Aunts at this school are more stylish compared to the ones at the Vidala School. Shunammite and Becka are already attending the school, and although not much time has passed, they both seem older to Agnes. Shunammite eagerly anticipates getting married to a widower who is around 40 years old and has not loved his first wife or had children. Becka, however, pleads with her family not to make her marry yet, but they receive a good offer from a Commander's family. Tearfully, Becka confesses to Agnes that she does not want to be married and have a man crawling over her. Agnes notices that Becka says she "hates it," not that she "would hate it," suggesting that something disgraceful may have happened to her. Becka expresses her fear of the "wet feeling," while Shunammite jokes about French kisses resembling those of dogs. Agnes empathizes with Becka's horror and offers her understanding, knowing that she cannot discuss her own traumatic experience with Dr. Grove.
Aunt Lise, one of the instructors at Rubies, teaches the girls about the responsibilities of being a proper Wife in Gilead. She emphasizes manners, customs, and being a gracious hostess. The girls learn how to interact with Marthas and Handmaids, understanding that everyone in Gilead serves God in their own way and possesses unique gifts. Aunt Lise also instructs the girls in suitable hobbies such as gardening, ensuring proper preparation and serving of food in the home, engaging in proper
prayers, and interior decorating. However, she emphasizes that the husband has the final say in all matters.
As summer arrives, Becka's well-being deteriorates. With her wedding scheduled for November, seeing her future husband in person has made her feel ill. Becka wishes that shecould become genuinely sick so that the wedding would be postponed. During a flower arrangement class, Becka takes drastic action and slashes her wrists with pruning shears. Agnes witnesses the incident but does not know how to respond. Paramedics arrive to take Becka to the hospital, and she says goodbye to Agnes. Aunt Lise comments that Becka is immature, contrasting her behavior with the "maturity" of the other girls at Rubies.
Aunt Lydia shares a recurring nightmare that she often experiences. In the dream, she finds herself in the stadium, wearing a brown gown, along with several other women who are holding rifles. They are aiming at a group of kneeling women who are not blindfolded, and Aunt Lydia recognizes them. To her surprise, the kneeling women are smiling. As Aunt Lydia and the others fire their rifles, she is the one who falls to the ground.
Returning to her personal narrative, Aunt Lydia reflects on the aftermath of her time in the Thank Tank and the hotel. After putting on the brown dress, she is brought back to Commander Judd, who informs her that she only experienced Level One of their regimen. He reviews various aspects of Lydia's life, including her professional career centered around promoting women's rights, her age of 53, and the fact that she has had both an abortion and a divorce, which are now punishable offenses. Commander Judd expresses his intention to end the suffering of women and asks Aunt Lydia to join him. Lydia agrees, and he tells her that she will have to prove her sincerity.
For her first task, Aunt Lydia becomes an executioner at the stadium. The guards inform her and her fellow shooters that some rifles contain blanks while others have live ammunition, but they do not know who has which. One of the targets turns out to be Anita, and Aunt Lydia wonders if Anita had become less useful or if she rebelled after their time in the Thank Tank.
A meeting takes place in a hotel boardroom between Aunt Lydia, Aunt Elizabeth, Aunt Helena, Aunt Vidala, and Commander Judd. Vidala is already dressed in a black uniform, while the others wear sack-like brown garments. Commander Judd congratulates them on passing their tests and explains his belief that chaos and material greed have caused societal ruin and a decline in the birth rate due to selfish choices by women. He assignsthe women the task of building a society in accordance with Divine Order, with Vidala serving as their spiritual instructor. The women, known as the Founders, will receive resources to develop their organization. Aunt Lydia suggests that women should be the leaders in this separate sphere and that men should not be allowed in their premises, with their success judged by their results. Commander Judd agrees to a certain extent, but all reports must go through him. Aunt Vidala objects, arguing that women are weak vessels and should not be in charge of their own affairs. Commander Judd dismisses her, stating that men have more important tasks to attend to.
As the Founders begin designing the new women's sphere, they create laws, uniforms, slogans, hymns, and names, with weekly reports submitted to Commander Judd, who takes credit for their work. Aunt Lydia feels a mixture of hatred and pride, as she despises these creations that betray the accomplishments women had fought for, yet she is proud of her successful accomplishments. Power dynamics emerge among the Founders, and Aunt Lydia is determined to assert herself as the leader, instantly making Aunt Vidala her enemy. Aunt Helena and Aunt Elizabeth prove to be easily manipulated.
In the present day, Aunt Lydia recalls a recent encounter with Aunt Vidala. They walk past Aunt Lydia's statue, and Aunt Vidala expresses concerns about the offerings left at the statue's feet, considering it verges on cult worship and is a wasteful indulgence of food. Aunt Lydia remembers possessing a video of Aunt Elizabeth taking extra food in the Refectory. Aunt Vidala reveals that she personally witnessed Aunt Elizabeth placing food under the statue, intending to gather evidence against Aunt Lydia and possibly betray her to Mayday. Aunt Lydia secretly delights in Aunt Vidala's attempt to implicate Aunt Elizabeth. She thanks Aunt Vidala and mentions that she will bring these suspicions to Commander Judd. In a subservient manner, Aunt Vidala apologizes for doubting Aunt Lydia's leadership abilities in the past, and Aunt Lydia graciously accepts, acknowledging that everyone makes mistakes.
Daisy reflects on the numerous times she has seen pictures of Baby Nicole, only to realize that she was actually looking at herself. She is horrified by this revelation, realizing that her parents, Neil and Melanie, died because she had attended the protest march. Elijah, however, assures her that her parents were already under suspicion as Mayday operatives.He leaves to arrange transportation for them and advises Daisy to stay inside and avoid looking out the windows. Upon his return, he brings George, the street person whom Daisy had mistaken for a stalker. George witnessed three men escorting Neil and Melanie out of the shop, holding them up as if they were drunk. The men placed them in the car, where they slumped over, and shortly after, the car exploded. Ada and Elijah worry that the men were Eyes and that Neil and Melanie may have divulged important information.
The group moves to another apartment in the building, owned by a man named Garth, who will provide transportation. The apartment appears barely lived in, and Ada instructs Daisy to remain quiet and wait.
Daisy falls asleep and wakes up to find Garth present. He looks at her with interest, referring to her as Baby Nicole, but Daisy requests that he not call her that. They all get into Garth's van, with Ada and Daisy hiding in the back.
Ada proceeds to explain how she smuggled Daisy out of Gilead. Daisy's mother had entrusted her to friends who took her to Vermont. From there, they crossed the mountains into Canada at Three Rivers, an area known for bringing in abducted girls since the 18th century, which accounts for Ada's mixed heritage. When Daisy inquires about her own heritage, Ada cryptically responds, "Part stealer, part stolen. I'm ambidextrous."
Daisy expresses curiosity about her mother, but Ada emphasizes the importance of keeping her whereabouts a secret. Daisy's mother risked her life for her, and she has been keeping up with Daisy's well-being through photos sent by Neil and Melanie, which she promptly burns to
ensure Daisy's safety.
After an hour, they arrive at a carpet outlet named Carpitz. Hidden at the back of the warehouse is a Mayday operations center. Elijah warns Ada and Daisy that only Garth is aware of their identities. They learn from the news that Aunt Adrianna's death has been ruled a homicide, with Gilead blaming Mayday operatives. Daisy's disappearance is not mentioned, as Elijah has connections at her school and has arranged for them to remain silent.
In the morning, Elijah informs Ada and Daisy about the increased pressure from Gilead on the Canadian government to uncover Mayday operations. They have also lost contact with their rescue-line allies inside Gilead. There are concerns that Gilead may target Carpitz,their current location. Without the contact in Gilead, they lack information about Gilead's plans, raids, and blocked routes. The source who had been communicating with Neil and Melanie through microdots is no longer accessible after their deaths and the arrest of operatives in upstate New York.
The source possesses a significant amount of information that could bring an end to Gilead. However, they believe the best way to retrieve this information is by bringing in a young woman from outside Gilead who can pose as a convert. The source insists on using Baby Nicole, as Mayday must know her whereabouts. The source will only release the cache of documents if Baby Nicole is involved. Elijah informs Daisy that they will train her to appear as a convert and teach her self-defense.
Although Daisy never agreed to enter Gilead, she starts her training. Ada and Elijah set up a small gym, and Garth participates in workouts with Daisy. Garth reveals that he is from the Republic of Texas, which had reached a stalemate with Gilead. Texas maintains a neutral stance towards Gilead, so Garth and his friends came to Canada, a more relenting neutral territory, to fight for freedom. Garth helps Daisy practice giving and taking punches, while Ada teaches her the correct
way to pray based on her fundamentalist upbringing.
For her new identity, Daisy chooses the name Jade, desiring a name that is tougher than a flower. As requested by the source, Daisy gets a tattoo with the words "LOVE" and "GOD" intersecting like a cross, sharing the letter O. She also dyes her hair green. The source mentions that Mayday has used pretend converts before with mixed results, but Daisy will have protection from the source, whom they suspect is an Aunt. Despite Daisy's concerns about being trapped, Garth expresses his belief that she will succeed.
Daisy disguises herself as a street person and panhandles in downtown Toronto, hoping to be seen by the Pearl Girls. Garth accompanies her as part of her cover story. Ada advises Daisy to avoid speaking much, and Garth will inform people that she has experienced domestic violence, causing trauma. Garth acts as Daisy's pretend boyfriend to ensure her protection until the Pearl Girls take her away.
Aunt Lydia receives a surprise from the surveillance cameras installed in her statue. Initially, the tapes show Wives of Commanders leaving black market lemons by the statueas they pray for fertility. However, Aunt Lydia discovers that it is Aunt Vidala, not Aunt Elizabeth, who is leaving eggs and oranges. Aunt Vidala also drops a handkerchief embroidered with lilacs, similar to the ones Aunt Lydia carries. With this evidence, Aunt Lydia realizes that Aunt Vidala is attempting to incriminate her after denouncing Aunt Elizabeth. She carefully files the tapes away for future use.
Aunt Lydia contemplates how to divide and conquer her fellow Founders. She plans to inform Aunt Elizabeth about Aunt Vidala's plot against her and considers involving Aunt Helena as well. With caution, Aunt Lydia intends to inform Commander Judd that Baby Nicole has been located and may return to Gilead. She emphasizes that he must trust her judgment and requests to handle the matter delicately, without the interference of "heavy-handed men."
Aunt Lydia recalls an incident from nine years ago when Aunt Lise approached her office nervously. She reports a suicide attempt by a student at the Premarital Preparatory school, Becka. The girl expresses a
fear of penises and insists on canceling her wedding. Reluctantly, Aunt Lise reveals that Becka hopes to become a Supplicant. Recognizing Becka's intelligence, Aunt Lydia agrees to accept her on probation, allowing her to learn reading and writing. Aunt Lise is relieved, acknowledging that it would have been a loss to let Becka go.
As a result, Aunt Lydia becomes involved in Becka's case from the beginning of her stay at Ardua Hall. In their first meeting, Aunt Lydia emphasizes that Becka's acceptance is not an entitlement or reward for her suicide attempt. She sets conditions for Becka, requiring her to dedicate herself to studies, chores, and praying for guidance. If Becka performs well and successfully completes her Pearl Girl mission in the future, she may have the opportunity to become an Aunt. Becka expresses gratitude to Aunt Lydia for saving her and avoids discussing the past events that made her fearful. Aunt Lydia assures her that the responsible man will be punished in due time.
Agnes remains unaware of Becka's fate after the paramedics take her away. Months pass without any news, and even the Marthas have no information. Shunammite believes that Becka was merely seeking attention, causing a strain in her relationship with Agnes.
In the following spring, Aunt Gabbana announces that they have found three candidates for Agnes to consider. The first candidate is Commander Judd, an older Commanderwho was one of the original Sons of Jacob. Despite having had multiple Wives and Handmaids, he has no children. The true identities of the leading Sons of Jacob are obliterated in the Bloodlines Genealogical Archives, as Agnes later discovers. The second candidate is a younger Commander whose previous wife died in an asylum, and their baby passed away due to juvenile cancer. The third candidate is the son of a Commander, and his family is enthusiastic about the potential match, which could provide a better living situation for Agnes.
Aunt Gabbana advises Agnes not to rush into a decision, assuring her that her parents want her to be happy. However, Agnes silently disagrees. That night, Agnes imagines each of these men on top of her lifeless body. She envisions herself resembling Ofkyle, cold and dead after her baby was forcefully taken from her.
Paula and Commander Kyle make a show of persuading Agnes to choose Commander Judd, emphasizing his power and influence. Agnes understands that it is easier for her parents if she appears willing, as it allows them to avoid drugging her before the wedding. Although Agnes knows she doesn't truly have a choice, she pretends to consider her options. Paula mentions that Agnes would outlive Commander Judd, giving her the advantage of choosing her second husband.
Agnes briefly contemplates running away but realizes she doesn't know where to go. She is unfamiliar with the geography of Gilead, and the risk of encountering predatory men deters her. She considers using gardening secateurs as a means of escape, or even contemplating suicide by hanging, drinking bleach, or stabbing herself. The observant Marthas, however, are aware of her feelings and closely guard such implements while making comments about the value of life.
Agnes becomes engaged to Commander Judd. During his visit to the family, Paula pinches Agnes behind her back when she doesn't respond to Commander Judd's greeting. He kisses Agnes on the forehead, and she envisions him extracting a piece of her brain. She imagines a ghastly white blob approaching her naked body on their wedding night. Agnes is unable to speak when Commander Judd expresses his hope of making her happy, while Paula pinches her harder. Fearing she may vomit, Paula dismisses her.
The wedding planner Aunts return to measure Agnes for her wedding dress. Aunt Betty asks Paula about Agnes's well-being, to which Paula replies that it's an emotional time.Aunt Lorna suggests the Marthas make Agnes a soothing drink with chamomile or a sedative. Agnes is measured for new undergarments and a wedding nightgown, designed to be easily opened like a gift-wrapped package. Paula objects to adding frills or lace trim to the garments, showing her desire to expedite the process. The wedding is set for two weeks, as soon as the dress is complete. Agnes realizes she only has 14 days left to live and wonders how she will spend them.
As the wedding day approaches, Agnes becomes increasingly desperate. She contemplates the stories she heard about a Handmaid who drank drain cleaner and considers murdering Commander Judd on their wedding night and then taking her own life. However, she knows that these are just fantasies and that she lacks the strength to carry them out. Agnes remembers Becka's determined look when she attempted suicide by slashing her wrists and realizes she could never be that strong.
Three days before the wedding, Aunt Lydia pays Agnes a visit. Agnes wonders what she has done to warrant this visit and feels fortunate that Paula is not present, although she later learns that luck had nothing to do with it. Aunt Lydia warmly greets Agnes in the living room and tells her that she has news about Becka. Though she can barely speak, Agnes manages to ask if Becka is dead. Aunt Lydia replies that Becka is safe and happy at Ardua Hall, as not all girls are suited for marriage, and there are other ways for a woman to contribute to God's plan. Aunt Lydia suggests that Agnes still has time to acknowledge a similar calling as Becka's and proposes that Aunt Est?e may intervene on Agnes's behalf. She assures Agnes that Commander Judd has plenty of options.
Agnes cautiously looks for a way to meet with Aunt Est?e. She asks Paula if she can see Aunt Lorna again under the pretense of discussing her wedding dress, as Aunt Lorna is fitting Shunammite for her dress at Shunammite's home. Paula agrees, and after visiting Shunammite, Agnes finds Aunt Lorna and requests that something be added to her dress.
In the car, Agnes casually asks the Guardian if they can stop by her old school so she can express gratitude to Aunt Est?e for everything she has taught her. The Guardian hesitates, as it wasn't part of his instructions, but Agnes remindshim that she will soon be married to a powerful Commander, even more powerful than Commander Kyle. She lightly touches the Guardian's hand and assures him that he will be rewarded. The Guardian agrees, and Agnes reflects that this is how women achieve their goals.
Aunt Est?e sits Agnes down and asks her to explain everything. Agnes tells Aunt Est?e that she has no future if she gets married, regardless of who the groom is. She swears that she will kill Commander Judd and then herself if she is forced into the marriage. Aunt Est?e then asks Agnes if she feels a calling to contribute to the greater good, and Agnes
readily agrees.
After praying for guidance, Aunt Est?e says that she will speak with Agnes's parents and Aunt Lydia. She informs the Guardian that she will be paying a visit to Commander Kyle's Wife and that Agnes will accompany her. Aunt Est?e calls her own Guardian, and she and Agnes get into her car. Aunt Est?e assures Agnes to have faith that everything will be alright.
Aunt Est?e takes Agnes to Ardua Hall, where she will be safe while her parents learn about her plan to become a Supplicant. Upon arriving at Ardua Hall, Aunt Est?e leads Agnes past the statue of Aunt Lydia, the first statue of a woman that Agnes has ever seen. Agnes is slightly disappointed by the modest appearance of Ardua Hall and is surprised to see writing above the doorways.
Aunt Est?e waits with Agnes in a sitting area until warm milk is brought in, and then she leaves. Suspicious that the Aunts may have drugged the drink, Agnes takes only a sip. She paces around the room nervously and notices a book on the desk. She wonders what could be so dangerous about its contents.
Agnes opens the book's cover and examines the marks on the pages when Becka enters the room. Becka, now known as Aunt Immortelle, is a Supplicant, but Agnes is allowed to call her Becka when they are alone. Becka mentions that she has heard Agnes is marrying someone very important. Agnes begins to cry and confesses that she is expected to marry but cannot do it. Both girls admit that they are uncertain if they have a true calling.
In order to pass the six-month probation period, Agnes will need to perform cleaning tasks like the Marthas and learn toread, although she finds reading more challenging than cleaning toilets. Agnes picks up the book and asks Becka to read it to her. Becka reads the title and suggests they ask Aunt Lydia if Agnes can stay in her area, where two bedrooms are currently unoccupied.
Becka cautions Agnes against speaking ill of Aunt Lydia, even in private, as she has a way of knowing. Becka whispers that Aunt Lydia is the scariest of the Aunts because she appears to truly see people.
Paula arrives at Ardua Hall to retrieve Agnes, and Aunt Lydia believes it is appropriate to see her. They meet at the Schlafly Cafe, where Paula expresses her anger towards Agnes, accusing her of dishonoring her father. Paula firmly believes that someone like Agnes would not be chosen by God. She demands that Agnes return home. In response, Agnes smashes her cup on the floor and almost yells that Paula's sins will catch up to her. Becka had advised Agnes to act crazy to discourage Paula from arranging a marriage with someone of high status.
Paula mentions that the Aunts require Commander Kyle's permission to keep Agnes at Ardua Hall, and she believes he will never give it. Aunt Lydia enters the cafe and requests to speak with Paula. Agnes cannot hear their conversation, but Paula appears sick when Aunt Lydia finishes talking. Paula leaves without saying goodbye to Agnes, and Commander Kyle signs the necessary papers that afternoon.
Becka prepares Agnes for her interviews with the Founding Aunts. During her interview with Aunt Elizabeth, Agnes expresses her opposition to marriage in general and reveals that she is praying for Commander Judd's happiness with another Wife. Agnes wishes to dedicate herself in service to all women in Gilead rather than one man and one family. Aunt Elizabeth approves of her words, and Agnes thanks her profusely. Aunt Helena does not think much of it since Aunt Lydia has already given her approval.
Agnes faces a difficult interview with Aunt Vidala, who accuses her of abandoning her duty and the laws of Creation by not marrying and bearing children. Agnes humbly states that she will work hard and hopes to someday attain sanctification through grace and prayer, though she could never dream of reaching the level of sanctification exhibited by Aunt Vidala herself. Aunt Vidala acknowledges Agnes's appropriate level of meekness and believes she may be of service to the ArduaHall community.
Upon entering her office, Aunt Lydia congratulates Agnes on
overcoming the obstacles in answering her calling. Aunt Lydia asks once again if Agnes is certain that she does not want to marry Commander Judd, and Agnes affirms her decision. Aunt Lydia commends her wise choice, surprising Agnes who expected another lecture on her moral duties. Aunt Lydia reveals that she has already proposed Shunammite as a suitable match for Commander Judd. Agnes confirms that Shunammite will be grateful for the change in arrangements.
Aunt Lydia informs Agnes that the Aunts have accepted her and welcomes her to Ardua Hall. She expresses the hope that Agnes is grateful for her assistance, and Agnes sincerely replies that she is. Aunt Lydia suggests that perhaps one day Agnes will be able to help her in return.
One day, while Aunt Lydia secretly listens, Agnes asks Becka what had happened to her to make her so set against marriage. Becka reveals that her father, Dr. Grove, had sexually assaulted her from the time she was four years old. Aunt Lydia had known about Dr. Grove's molestation of girls, but since the testimony of females holds so little value in Gilead, she had not attempted to bring it out publicly. Dr. Grove has the confidence of the Commanders and considers himself safe, but Aunt Lydia wants to see him punished.
Aunt Lydia invites Aunt Elizabeth for tea for a confidential talk. Aunt Elizabeth is intrigued, expecting gossip, but instead Aunt Lydia asks what animal she would be if she were an animal: a fox or a cat. This question comes from Aesop's Fables. A fox and a cat are discussing how they would evade hunters. The fox has an elaborate set of tricks to wear out the hunters and their dogs, while the cat only knows how to climb a tree. When hunters arrive on the scene, the fox tries all its tricks, but in the end, the hunters kill it. The cat simply climbs a tree and safely watches all the activity. Aunt Lydia wonders which tactic is better, to work hard to outsmart the foe or sit back and watch the foe outsmart itself.
Aunt Elizabeth muses that she is more a cat. Aunt Lydia says that she had thought of her as such, but now needs her to become a fox. She tells Aunt Elizabeth that AuntVidala has been conspiring against her by planting eggs and oranges under the statue, to incriminate Aunt Elizabeth of heresy. Aunt Lydia promises to protect Aunt Elizabeth,
though she asks for a favor in return. Though it will be a risk, Aunt Lydia asks Aunt Elizabeth to bear false witness.
Daisy, now known as Jade, begins her life on the streets, adopting a disheveled appearance with castoff clothing and unkempt hair. She develops a crush on Garth, the man who has been helping her. Together, they panhandle outside a bank along the Pearl Girls' usual route. Two Pearl Girls approach them, showing kindness and expressing their ability to help Daisy. Garth, however, aggressively intervenes, swearing at the Pearl Girls and urging them to leave. Despite recognizing the insincerity of their offers, Daisy is touched by the Pearl Girls' compassion. Before leaving, they hand Daisy a brochure, with Garth intentionally discouraging them from appearing too eager.
Daisy and Garth spend the night under a bridge, joined by George, who pretends not to know them. Garth cautions Daisy not to interact with anyone who might be a Gilead plant. As they sleep, Garth pretends to be Daisy's boyfriend, wrapping his arm around her for appearance. They later find shelter in a church, which is littered with needles and trash. They enjoy fast food, initially finding it fun since Neil and Melanie had restricted such indulgences. However, Daisy soon feels sick from consuming it exclusively. They spend the following night in a cemetery, and Daisy reflects that Garth never makes any advances toward her, hoping that it was a struggle for him.
Impatiently awaiting the return of the Pearl Girls, Daisy expresses her frustration to Garth. He assures her that they will come back and explains that some Mayday operatives were exposed by the Angels for being too eager to infiltrate Gilead. Later that day, Daisy notices the Pearl Girls watching her from across the street. When Garth leaves to get
food, the Pearl Girls approach Daisy. They introduce themselves as Aunt Beatrice and Aunt Dove. Observing Daisy's tattoo, they interpret it as a sign of her devotion to God and assure her that she will be cherished in Gilead. They inquire about Garth, and Daisy claims that he is abusive and forces her into sexual acts. They also inquire about whether Garth pimpsher out, to which Daisy denies. Daisy explains that she has nowhere else to go, citing violence at home. Garth returns and abruptly grabs Daisy, signaling that they are leaving. Aunt Beatrice asks to speak with Garth privately. After their conversation, Aunt Beatrice informs Daisy that she can go with them now. Garth walks away without saying a word, leaving Daisy in tears. Aunt Dove reassures Daisy that she is now safe. Walking between the Pearl Girls, Aunt Dove reveals that Garth had sold Daisy, but she considers herself fortunate that they acquired her instead of a sex ring. Aunt Beatrice mentions that Garth had claimed Daisy is a virgin, increasing her value. Thinking on her feet, Daisy lies, stating that she had fabricated her virginity to gain sympathy. She promises to be truthful from that point forward.
The Pearl Girls take Daisy to the condo where they are staying, and Daisy wonders if it is the same place where a Pearl Girl had died. Aunt Beatrice offers Daisy a shower, and when she emerges from the bathroom, she finds a silvery dress left for her by Aunt Beatrice. Daisy questions whether she can wear it since she is not a Pearl Girl like them, but Aunt Dove assures her that she is a precious Pearl, a Pearl of Great Price. Daisy is instructed to wear the dress as they plan to take her out of Canada, where their work is viewed as human trafficking. They explain that Aunt Dove will provide Daisy with identification, and she will stay in Canada until Daisy returns to Gilead with the next incoming Pearl Girl.
The Aunts inform Daisy that she can no longer wear leggings or "men's clothes." They give her a hat, instructing her to wear it outside or when in the presence of men. They share pizza and ice cream with Daisy, which they consider part of a "test" of temptation. The Pearl Girls lock Daisy's bedroom door while she sleeps and make sure to never leave her alone while she is awake. They forge documents, including a passport for Daisy, by hacking into the Canadian immigration database and inputting Daisy's picture, fingerprints, and iris scan. Gilead has allies within the Canadian government infrastructure. The passport is stamped as "PEARL GIRL," enabling Daisy to enter Gilead immediately. Aunt Dove advises
Daisy to look down, hiding her features, as it is considered modestto do so.
Daisy thinks about the brave women at SanctuCare who took risks and ventured into the unknown, much like she is doing now.
Daisy falls asleep during the flight and is nudged awake by Aunt Beatrice as they prepare to land. As they walk across the tarmac, a double line of men in black uniforms salute them, celebrating Daisy's successful mission. Daisy looks out the car window and sees women dressed in different colored clothing, reminiscent of a documentary she has seen. Aunt Beatrice informs Daisy that due to a delay, they will need to go directly to the Thanks Giving ceremony.
Inside a chapel filled with women and girls singing, Daisy and Aunt Beatrice make their way down the aisle. A large photo of Baby Nicole is displayed at the front. After they are seated, Aunt Lydia approaches the pulpit. Aunt Beatrice whispers to Daisy that Aunt Lydia is their main Founder. After expressing a brief word of thanks, Aunt Lydia calls up the returning Pearl Girls and the "Pearls" they have gathered.
As the presenter calls Canada, Aunt Beatrice whispers to Daisy to stand and move to the front. Aunt Beatrice places her pearls in a dish in front of Aunt Lydia, declaring that she returns them in the blessed state she received them. Then, Aunt Beatrice presents Daisy, introducing her as Jade, a precious Pearl of Great Price, saved from certain destruction. She asks that Daisy be purified from worldly pollution, cleansed of unchaste desires, cauterized from sin, and consecrated to whatever service is allotted to her in Gilead. Aunt Beatrice pushes Daisy into a kneeling position.
Aunt Lydia warmly welcomes "Jade" to Ardua Hall, and the entire assemblage echoes the welcome. Daisy finds herself questioning why she is in such a strange place, feeling a sense of confusion and unease.
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Aunt Lydia reflects on her greatest fear: that Gilead will continue to
exist despite her efforts to dismantle it. She recounts her recent meeting with Commander Judd, during which they watched a Particicution on closed-circuit television. A Particicution is a ceremony where Handmaids execute criminals with their bare hands. In this particular Particicution, an Angel involved in smuggling lemons and Dr. Grove, who is a pedophile, are the ones to be executed. However, the Commanders want to keep the Angel's actual crimes, such as taking bribes from Mayday and assisting Handmaid escapes,a secret.
Aunt Lydia reveals that she instructed Aunt Elizabeth to frame Dr. Grove. Aunt Elizabeth went to Dr. Grove for a dental appointment and, during the examination, staged an incident where she claimed that Dr. Grove tried to rape her. A male dental assistant witnessed the scene and testified on Aunt Elizabeth's behalf, confirming her disheveled appearance and Dr. Grove's curse-filled response.
During the Particicution, Aunt Elizabeth presides over the event, and Dr. Grove is executed after witnessing the Angel being torn apart by the Handmaids' screams. All the Aunts, Supplicants, and newly arrived Pearl Girls are in attendance, including Daisy(now Aunt Immortelle) who Aunt Lydia notes is the "Pearl of the greatest price." Aunt Immortelle faints, and Aunt Lydia expects her to blame herself for Dr. Grove's death.
Commander Judd questions Aunt Lydia about Dr. Grove's guilt, and she confirms that he was a pedophile, describing it as a terrible affliction. Aunt Lydia explains that Dr. Grove was deflowering too many young women, and some of them were becoming Aunts. She hints that the same might have happened to Agnes, implying that Agnes may have been a victim of Dr. Grove's actions and thus is averse to Commander Judd.
Aunt Lydia informs Commander Judd that Baby Nicole has been successfully brought into Gilead. He is delighted by the news. Aunt Lydia mentions that her Pearl Girls followed her instructions perfectly, although they are unaware that the girl they brought in is Baby Nicole. Baby Nicole is currently with two younger Aunts who will help her become acquainted with her personal history and assess her true beliefs.
After the Particicution, Aunt Elizabeth experiences a nervous breakdown and is sent to a Retreat House for treatment. Aunt Lydia, accompanied by Aunt Vidala and Aunt Helena, visits her. Aunt Lydia believes that Aunt Elizabeth's collapse is a result of the anxiety from
bearing false witness. She reassures Aunt Elizabeth, praising her as practically a saint at Ardua Hall for what she has endured.
Agnes(now Aunt Victoria) attends the Thanks Giving ceremony and notices Jade(formerly Daisy) among the Pearl Girls. Jade looks awkward and Agnes finds her gaze too bold. Agnes feels satisfaction as Dr. Grove receives his punishment during a Particicution, but Becka(formerly Becka) faints from guilt over his death.
After the Particicution, Aunt Lydia arrives with Jade and informs Agnes and Becka that she has chosen them for the specialduty of instructing the new Pearl in a life of service in Gilead.
Agnes, now Aunt Victoria, asks Becka about libraries and learns that there is a Reading Room in Ardua Hall where dangerous books are kept. Reading those books without permission results in a Correction, a punishment in the soundproof rooms in the cellar. Agnes finds the prospect of leaving Gilead as a Pearl Girl frightening and worries about passing her probation period at Ardua Hall. The virtues required, such as obedience, subservience, and docility, prove challenging for her. Reading is also difficult, starting with altered versions of Dick and Jane stories where Jane wears long skirts. Agnes then reads Aunt Vidala's book of rhymes in which disobedient girls suffer terrible consequences.
Becka tells Agnes about Aunt Lily, who received a Correction for talking back and initially claimed she was not suited to be an Aunt and didn't want to marry. After a month of solitary confinement with only bread and water, Aunt Lily was released. She disappeared but was later found dead in a rooftop cistern. The Aunts lied at her funeral, stating she had a brain aneurysm.
Shunammite visits Agnes and comments on her improved appearance. Agnes realizes that Paula must have spread the false narrative that she was a lunatic. Agnes finds it amusing when Shunammite refers to Paula as a fellow Wife and assures her that she is not angry about stealing her
husband.
Agnes continues to learn reading and begins to practice reading Bible verses and songs. She sings hymns from a hymn book that Tabitha used to sing to her at night. Agnes also learns to write by copying Biblical phrases but starts questioning their meaning.
She performs various tasks, including painting the altered Jane picture books and assisting in the kitchen. The Aunts supervise tasks such as cleaning toilets as a test of obedience, with a junior Aunt in charge.
Agnes successfully completes her probation period and gains access to the Hildegard Library. Initially, she can only enter the outer room, but eventually, she receives a pass for the Reading Room. Her task is to make copies of Aunt Lydia's speeches. Sometimes, Aunt Lydia passes by Agnes on her way to her private room. Agnes and Becka develop a close bond, sharing things they had never told anyone before.
Agnes finally gains access to the Bible and begins reading it. Becka, who alreadyhas access, warns Agnes that the teachings of the Aunts are false. She directs Agnes to the story of the Concubine Cut into Twenty Pieces. Agnes remembers Aunt Est?e's explanation that the concubine had willingly sacrificed herself, but as she reads the story, she discovers a different version. The girl did not go willingly, and her master brutally dismembered her like an animal. Agnes is devastated by this revelation.
For the first time, Agnes starts to doubt the truth of Gilead's theology. Becka shares her own doubts and believes that what Gilead says about God is not true. She tells Agnes that one can believe in God or in Gilead, but not both. Agnes fears that she cannot believe in either.
Three years after reading the Bible story, Agnes finds a blue folder hidden among her usual silver folder with her daily assignment at the library. Inside, she discovers the true account of what happened to
Paula's first husband. Contrary to Gilead's narrative, there was no illicit relationship between the Commander and the Handmaid. Paula and Commander Kyle had been having an affair even before Tabitha's death. Paula had promised to help the Handmaid escape, but instead, she killed her husband herself. She coerced and bribed her Martha to lie. The Handmaid was captured by Angels since the maps and Mayday contacts Paula had given her were fake. Under interrogation, the Handmaid initially denied any knowledge of the murder but eventually made a false confession. She was executed.
Agnes is overwhelmed by this revelation, realizing that the Aunts knew the truth and an innocent Handmaid lost her life for Paula's crime. She wonders why she has been entrusted with this dangerous information and if someone is trying to turn her against Gilead. Agnes also questions if this information influenced Paula's decision to allow her to stay in Ardua Hall. The mysterious folder disappears the next day.
Over the next two years, Agnes continues to find secret folders hidden in her work folder, containing evidence of various crimes. She learns about Handmaids who were framed, high-level Commander plots, innocent Wives who were accused and hanged, and the prevalence of false witnesses. Agnes realizes that beneath the facade of virtue and purity, Gilead is decaying.
Commander Judd's file is particularly disturbing, revealing his pattern of disposing of his Wives. Agnes is grateful for the help she received to escape that fate and worries about Shunammite.She wonders why she is being given these files and realizes that as an Aunt, she would have the power to collect information, judge wickedness, and dispense punishment. Agnes finds the idea tempting.
Aunt Lydia is secretly writing in her memoir when Aunt Vidala unexpectedly enters the room. Startled, Aunt Lydia quickly hides her memoir. Aunt Vidala wants to discuss an important matter and suggests going to the Schlafly Cafe. There, Aunt Vidala expresses her concerns about the new Pearl, Jade, and her tattoo, suspecting that Jade may be a Mayday spy attempting to manipulate them. Aunt Vidala proposes interrogating Jade to uncover the truth.
Worried about the situation, Aunt Lydia requests an emergency meeting with Commander Judd at his home. To her surprise, Shunammite opens the door for her, a task typically assigned to Marthas. Shunammite appears sickly, but she has managed to survive longer than most of Commander Judd's previous Wives and even became pregnant, although it resulted in an Unbaby.
Shunammite confides in Aunt Lydia that she is not allowed to admit she is sick, and the Commander has denied her permission to seek treatment at the Ardua Hall clinic. Touched by Shunammite's plight, Aunt Lydia assures her that she will obtain the Commander's permission, leading to Shunammite expressing tearful gratitude.
Inside the study, Aunt Lydia finds Commander Judd waiting for her. She has visited this study before, even without the Commander's presence, as important documents are kept there. The room is filled with books, a common sight in Commanders' studies. Commander Judd has a preference for biographical histories of dictators and vintage pornography.
Aunt Lydia informs Commander Judd about Aunt Vidala's suspicions regarding Jade and the desire to interrogate her. She emphasizes the need for the Eyes to protect Jade until she is revealed as Baby Nicole. Aunt Lydia also reveals her doubts about Aunt Vidala's reliability. When Commander Judd asks for an explanation, Aunt Lydia requests his trust for the time being. Additionally, Aunt Lydia raises the issue of Shunammite's medical treatment and suggests that she be under Aunt Lydia's care. After a pause, Commander Judd agrees, stating that it would be preferable for Shunammite to be with Aunt Lydia "in case she might develop a fatal illness."
Aunt Lydia then contemplates a critical decision. She realizes she has two options: continue her plan to use Nicole to disseminate her packet of information, which wouldpotentially bring about the end of Gilead and result in her own downfall if discovered, or hand Nicole over to Commander Judd, ensuring Nicole's death but granting Aunt Lydia significant power to neutralize Aunt Vidala.
Nicole finds herself at an all-night vigil for the new Pearls but has no idea how to behave in such a setting. Another new Pearl from New Mexico becomes upset and starts crying, resulting in two Aunts swiftly escorting her out of the room. Nicole later learns that the crying girl was made into a Handmaid, making her relieved that she remained quiet.
The following day, Nicole is given an unattractive brown dress and joins the other Pearls in going to a stadium. To her shock, she realizes that a Particicution is taking place, an event she had learned about in school but without many details. Nicole witnesses two men being torn apart by a frenzied group of women, understanding why her own mother might have been a feral Handmaid like them.
Agnes and Becka, following Aunt Lydia's instructions, attempt to help Nicole(Jade), but they find it challenging. Nicole struggles to sit properly and complains about the food in the dining hall. Agnes and Becka caution her about being watched by others.
Nicole is aware that the two young Aunts do not approve of her, leaving her with no one else to talk to. She tries her best not to succumb to fear and loneliness. Nicole frequently thinks about Garth and wonders if he has a girlfriend. She eagerly awaits contact from Mayday's source but worries that there might be no source at all, leaving her stuck in Gilead without any means of escape.
Agnes complains about Jade's untidiness and disregard for rules, such as showering during authorized hours. The presence of Jade's tattoo also bothers the young Aunts. When Jade expresses the belief that God is an
imaginary friend, Becka angrily insists that God is real and suggests that Jade should have her tattoo removed.
Agnes and Becka question Jade about the sounds of thumping and shouting coming from her room. Jade explains that she is "working out" to keep herself physically strong in case she is ever attacked by a man. Becka is taken aback by this and reminds Jade thatwomen are not allowed to hit men, unless it is during a sanctioned event like a Particicution. According to Jade, it is a form of victim-blaming.
After four days, Aunt Lydia calls Agnes and Becka to her office to discuss Jade's progress. Reluctantly, Agnes admits that Jade lacks proper behavior. Aunt Lydia acknowledges that Jade doesn't know any better and emphasizes that it is their duty to teach her safer ways. Becka asserts that they have been trying their best.
Meanwhile, Agnes continues to receive mysterious files on her desk at the library. She contemplates whether becoming a full Aunt would be advantageous, granting her access to secret knowledge and the ability to administer punishment. One day, she discovers an Archive file on her desk with a note attached, revealing information about her bloodline. Inside the file, Agnes finds records of her parents, Commander Kyle, Paula, and their son Mark. She also discovers her mother's picture, learning that she had escaped to Canada and is now working for Mayday. The file contains information about Agnes's biological father, who is said to be a Mayday operative in Canada. Agnes is grateful to discover that she has a sister, Baby Nicole, but she is also fearful. She wonders why she has received this information and worries about her sister's safety. Agnes hides the pages and pictures in her sleeve, feeling compelled to keep them.
By this point, Agnes has deduced that it is Aunt Lydia who has been leaving her these files, as no other Aunt would have such access.
Aunt Lydia summons Nicole to her office, and Nicole realizes that Aunt Lydia doesn't intimidate her like she does others at Ardua Hall. Nicole observes Aunt Lydia's mole on her chin and wonders why she hasn't had it removed. Nicole adopts a brusque and flippant attitude, but Aunt Lydia
warns her about the consequences of such behavior in public. Aunt Lydia asks to see Nicole's tattoo, which hasn't healed well. Nicole attempts to ask if Aunt Lydia is the Mayday source, but Aunt Lydia interrupts her, advising her to learn to edit her thoughts. She then asks Nicole if she is ready to help her friends in Canada and proceeds to make a small cut in the "O" of Nicole's tattoo, inserting something tiny. Aunt Lydia tells Nicole that she is now a carrier pigeon but instructs her notto disclose this information until she has permission.
Aunt Lydia summons Agnes and Becka once again, and Jade(Nicole) is already waiting in Aunt Lydia's office. Agnes is surprised to notice that Aunt Lydia's hands shake slightly, realizing that Aunt Lydia is growing old. Aunt Lydia announces that she has news that will impact the future of Gilead and asks if they are ready for the crucial role they will play. Agnes and Becka immediately respond with affirmative answers. Aunt Lydia first informs Becka of something that Agnes and Jade already know: Baby Nicole is in Gilead, and she is Agnes's half-sister. Jade expresses disbelief and swears, leading Aunt Lydia to admonish her. Agnes inquires about Baby Nicole's whereabouts, causing Jade to laugh abruptly. After some teasing, Aunt Lydia reveals that Jade is Baby Nicole. Becka feels a tinge of sadness that her "sister" has a real sibling, and Agnes comments that Jade doesn't resemble the photos of Baby Nicole. Aunt Lydia points out the resemblance between Agnes and Jade. Becka wistfully remarks that they are both lucky, and Agnes warmly welcomes Becka as their sister. They share a group hug.
Aunt Lydia expresses gratitude to all three of them and then states that Nicole will not remain there for long as she will be delivering a message back to Canada. Aunt Lydia wants Agnes and Becka to assist her. Agnes is shocked, as converts are never allowed to return to their home country. Aunt Lydia points out the corruption she has exposed to Agnes and Becka, emphasizing the need to rectify Gilead's flaws. She reminds them of their vows to help women and girls. Aunt Lydia warns Agnes and Becka that not informing the Eyes about Baby Nicole's identity and her role as a courier constitutes treason, which would lead to their execution if exposed. When Nicole protests, Aunt Lydia dismisses
her concerns as juvenile ideas of fairness, explaining that they do not apply in Gilead. Aunt Lydia then takes Nicole from the room, leaving Agnes and Becka alone to make their decision.
Becka reminds Agnes of how Aunt Lydia saved them and insists that they agree to the plan, even though they are unsure of the details. After leaving Aunt Lydia's office, Becka goes to her assigned work, while Agnes and Nicole walk back to their quarters. Agnes reveals the hidden files she has keptand shows Nicole a picture of their mother. Nicole wonders if they resemble each other and asks Agnes if she can remember their mother, as she was too young. Agnes admits uncertainty, sometimes feeling like she can recall their mother. Nicole expresses gratitude to Agnes for sharing the files but deems them too dangerous to keep. They tear up the pages and flush them down the toilet.
With the Thanks Giving ceremony approaching in less than a week, Aunt Lydia calls them in again to explain their next steps. She has arranged for Nicole to stay at a Retreat House, but Becka will go in her place. Nicole will assume Becka's role and travel to Canada as a Pearl Girl. Becka is disappointed that she won't be going on the mission, but Aunt Lydia assures her that her turn will come later. Agnes suspects that Aunt Lydia is lying about Becka's future involvement.
In the morning, Aunt Vidala visits Aunt Lydia's office. She expresses her doubts about Aunt Victoria(Agnes) and Aunt Immortelle(Becka) being ready for their Pearl Girl mission. Aunt Vidala is concerned about Aunt Victoria's potential defection risk due to her Bloodlines file, which she saw on Aunt Victoria's desk. Aunt Lydia pretends to be shocked and promises to make inquiries. She adds that she believes Aunt Victoria is resistant to dangerous ideas and mature enough to resist temptation. However, Aunt Vidala still disagrees and asks Aunt Lydia to remember her warning in case Aunt Victoria defects.
Next, Aunt Helena enters Aunt Lydia's office to warn her that Aunt Victoria has been reading her Bloodlines file without authorization. Aunt Lydia informs Aunt Helena that Aunt Vidala has already informed her of this, and she believes that Aunt Victoria's upbringing will override her biological origins. Aunt Lydia poses the question of whether nature
always triumphs over nurture, implying that they are all doomed by the inherent sinfulness of Adam. This suggestion alarms Aunt Helena, who clarifies that she did not intend to imply such a thing.
Aunt Lydia agrees with Aunt Helena's request to keep an eye on Aunt Vidala, suspecting that she was the one who placed the Bloodlines file in Aunt Victoria's possession. Aunt Helena remarks that Aunt Vidala never liked the girl and leaves the office, satisfied with the assignment.
While Aunt Lydia is sitting in the Schlafly Caf?, Aunt Elizabeth approaches her, distraught, and exclaimsthat Ardua Hall is filled with Eyes and Angels. The Eyes are in the print shop confiscating the Pearl Girl brochures, and Aunt Wendy has been arrested.
Commander Judd is already in Aunt Lydia's office. He explains that after thorough investigation, they have discovered that Mayday and their contact passed messages through the Pearl Girl brochures. The Eyes have taken Aunt Wendy for questioning. Aunt Lydia argues that Aunt Wendy lacks the capability to devise such a scheme. Commander Judd agrees, and Aunt Wendy will be sent to a clinic to recover from the shock. While none of the brochures in the print shop contain microdots, some brochures that had returned from Canada contained messages from Mayday intended for the unidentified traitor.
Aunt Lydia confides in Commander Judd that she has long held doubts about Aunt Vidala, although Aunt Elizabeth and Aunt Helena also have access to the print shop, as does Aunt Lydia herself. Commander Judd smiles at Aunt Lydia's joke about herself being a suspect. He states that they need to find the traitor for political reasons, as their safety is at risk. However, he suggests that they can potentially redeem themselves by producing Baby Nicole and proposes declaring his betrothal to her for a more significant impact. Aunt Lydia reminds him that he is already married. Commander Judd asks about his Wife's health, to which Aunt Lydia replies that it is not as good as it could be. He confesses that he prays for her suffering to end, and Aunt Lydia assures him that it will come to an end soon enough.
Two days before Becka and Agnes's Pearl Girl ceremony, Aunt Lydia
visits their quarters. She informs them that Commander Judd has raided Ardua Hall in search of incriminating evidence but found none. However, he is determined to marry Nicole as soon as possible to enhance his personal prestige. Aunt Lydia instructs Agnes and Nicole to leave early the next morning. Since there is no Gilead plane available, they will have to take an alternative route. Aunt Lydia promises to provide them with their Pearl Girl belongings that night.
Despite having a pass identifying Nicole as Aunt Immortelle, there is no time to reschedule their stay at the Retreat House. Aunt Helena will realize that Becka is still present, so Aunt Lydia asks Becka to hide for at least 48 hours after Agnesand Nicole have left. Nicole objects, feeling that it puts too much pressure on Becka, and suggests going alone. However, Agnes reminds her that Pearl Girls always travel in pairs.
Becka proposes a plan to make it appear that Nicole has escaped over the Wall. Nicole writes a note explaining that she has decided she is not suited to be an Aunt and has run away with an Economan. That night, Aunt Lydia returns with a bag and informs them that a car will be waiting at 6:30 in the morning to drive Agnes and Nicole through the east gate. They will travel to Portsmouth, New Hampshire, where they will board a bus. Aunt Lydia hands them a map with an X marking their disembarkation point. The password will be "May day and June moon," and their contact will guide them to their next destination.
Aunt Lydia reveals that if their mission succeeds, those who murdered Nicole's adoptive parents will face consequences. There is also a possibility of reuniting with their mother. Becka whispers that it would be wonderful for them, and Agnes shares that she has prayed for this outcome.
Aunt Vidala sometimes walks near the statue in the mornings, and Aunt Lydia encourages Nicole to strike her if she spots them escaping. Becka expresses her wish to go along, and Agnes acknowledges that she feels the same way but assures Becka that she will find a way to help her escape later. Becka plans to hide in the rooftop cistern after draining the water. Agnes and Becka confess their love for each other, hug, and cry together. Becka advises Agnes to get some sleep before she goes to her own room.
Early the next morning, Agnes and Nicole sneak out of Ardua Hall. As they approach Aunt Lydia's statue, Aunt Vidala appears and demands an explanation for Agnes wearing a Pearl Girl dress. Aunt Vidala notices Nicole and grabs her pearl strand, causing it to break. In response, Nicole strikes Aunt Vidala in the chest, and she collapses to the ground. Nicole drags Aunt Vidala's body behind the statue.
Agnes and Nicole show their passes at the gate, where a black car awaits them. Agnes becomes worried when Nicole speaks rudely to the driver, but Nicole assures her that Aunt Lydia wouldn't send them with a genuine Guardian. Nicole takes out an orange she found on the ground near Aunt Lydia'sstatue and offers half to Agnes. However, Agnes declines, considering it a sacred offering. Agnes fears that Nicole's behavior may lead to a misstep that could result in their arrest.
Nicole's tattoo itches, and she wonders why it is taking so long to heal. She initially thought Aunt Lydia's idea of hiding the microdot in the tattoo was brilliant, but now she sees it as problematic. As they pass through checkpoints, the Angels make rude comments about Pearl Girls, and Agnes has to hold Nicole back from responding.
In Portsmouth, the driver drops them off at the bus station, where they wait for a long time until a bus arrives. They board the bus, and during a checkpoint stop, the Angels commend them for their bravery in heading to Canada, which Nicole finds laughable. As they continue north, the friendliness of fellow passengers diminishes, and they receive angry looks. Nicole senses that enthusiasm for Gilead is significantly lower in this region. She becomes increasingly anxious, wondering if their absence at Ardua Hall has been noticed.
In the late afternoon, they disembark from the bus to meet their next mode of transportation. The town appears rundown, with boarded-up windows. Agnes leads Nicole into a dilapidated convenience store with limited items on the shelves. They sit at the counter and order coffee from a disgruntled Economan worker. Agnes comments on the warmth of the day, mistaking it for May, but the worker corrects her, mentioning the June moon. He smiles and tells them they both need to use the
restroom. They exit through a door that leads to a shed, where the man complains about the bus's delay and hands them new clothes and backpacks.
Agnes and Nicole change out of their Pearl Girl dresses and into the provided warm clothing. Nicole's arm gets caught on something, causing her to swear, but she is relieved to be back in clothes that make her feel like herself.
Agnes finds the new clothing extremely distasteful and expresses concern about wearing men's clothing in Gilead, as it could have repercussions. Nicole dismisses her worries, stating that they are no longer in Gilead and telling Agnes to be brave. Agnes admits that she won't understand the language in Canada, but Nicole will. They are driven by the man in an old truck, and Agnes thanks him forhis assistance. He mentions getting paid but also expresses that he is getting too old for such risky involvement. His alcohol-scented breath reminds Agnes of the Marthas drinking leftover alcohol from Commander Kyle's parties. She feels a sense of homesickness for the Marthas and Tabitha. Agnes realizes that Aunt Lydia had also been a mother figure to her and accepts that she will never see her again. The reality of meeting her biological mother feels distant.
Agnes falls asleep in the truck and dreams of Becka, feeling immense happiness that Becka came along with them.
After a long and quiet ride, the man instructs Nicole to wake Agnes up. They arrive at a private dock, where a boat awaits them. The man hands them their backpacks and departs. In the boat, another man tells them to turn off their flashlights. Agnes and Nicole board the boat, and the man informs them that they are on the Penobscot River. Nicole realizes that Agnes's entire world is about to change, while she herself is relieved
to be going home. They reach their ship, the Nellie J. Banks.
Aunt Lydia reveals that Aunt Vidala is found comatose behind her statue. Initially, doctors believe she has suffered a stroke, and Aunt Lydia visits her in the Intensive Care Unit. Alone with Aunt Vidala, Aunt Lydia contemplates tampering with her medical equipment, such as the oxygen supply, feeding tube, or anesthetic. However, she decides against it, believing that Aunt Vidala will soon pass away naturally. Before leaving, Aunt Lydia discreetly takes a vial of morphine and puts it in her pocket.
During lunch, Aunt Helena notices the absence of Aunt Immortelle(Becka), Aunt Victoria(Agnes), and Jade. Aunt Lydia informs them that the missing Aunts are currently fasting in preparation for their Pearl Girl mission, and she suggests that Jade might be unwell with a female complaint. Aunt Helena offers to bring Jade a hot water bottle, and Aunt Lydia hopes that Nicole left her note in a noticeable place.
Shortly after, Aunt Helena returns with surprising news that Jade has eloped "with a plumber named Garth." Aunt Lydia states that they need to locate the couple and ensure a proper marriage is conducted. She further remarks that Jade would not have made a suitable Aunt anyway. Aunt Lydia speculates that there must have been a complaint about insufficientbathwater, prompting someone to call a plumber who subsequently met Jade. Jade likely climbed over the wall to escape Ardua Hall.
Agnes and Nicole board a ship named the Nellie J. Banks, bound for Canada. Captain Mishimengo introduces himself and assigns them to a small cabin with blackout curtains. He informs them that they are to remain out of sight and pretend that they are part of a cod schooner that has delivered a load of cod and lemons by special license, returning from their journey. They are instructed to bribe the coast guard if they happen to be inspected. Captain Mishimengo mentions that Ada sends her
greetings and explains that everyone in the area is related.
Agnes and Nicole make their way to the sleeping area of the ship. Nicole is disgusted by the dirty sleeping bags and fishy smell, but Agnes urges her to be grateful and go to sleep. Nicole's tattoo bothers her once again, and she worries about the possibility of blood poisoning. They wake up to the rocking of the boat caused by large waves. Agnes investigates and informs Nicole, who is feeling unwell. When Agnes admonishes Nicole for her exclamation of "Oh God," Nicole expresses her frustration, believing that if there is a God, He has ruined her life. Agnes tries to console Nicole, reminding her that life is not easy for anyone and suggesting that perhaps there is a reason for the challenges they face. Nicole, in pain and irritable, sarcastically says she can't wait to find out what that reason might be. Agnes emphasizes that their mission is to bring about the salvation and renewal of Gilead, but Nicole declares that Gilead should be burned down. Agnes disagrees, not wishing harm upon innocent people and believing that the country can be improved. Nicole apologizes for her remark.
On the second day of their journey, Nicole develops a fever. They are still within Gilead waters, and the boat experiences engine trouble. Captain Mishimengo is deeply concerned, as being stranded without power could lead to the boat being swept out to sea or crashing onto the shore. Agnes ponders whether the captain now regrets agreeing to transport them.
Nicole refuses to eat and only desires to sleep. They discuss their joy at being sisters, and Agnes shares her belief that they will reunite withtheir mother, who will love them. Agnes prays for Nicole's recovery, and Nicole eventually falls asleep.
Suddenly, Captain Mishimengo comes below deck and urges Agnes and Nicole to disembark immediately. With the boat low on power, attempting to reach a harbor would endanger the ship and crew. They are now in Canadian waters, and if Agnes and Nicole can reach the shore in a lifeboat, they will be safe. Agnes wakes Nicole, and the captain informs them that they must depart before the tide changes. Nicole
struggles to climb the ladder and can only use her right arm. The crew provides them with life jackets and lowers them into an inflatable lifeboat equipped with a small motor and oars.
Agnes expresses gratitude to the crew and, with Nicole's guidance, pushes the lifeboat away from the ship using an oar. Captain Mishimengo had instructed Agnes to steer towards the shore at an angle to avoid tipping over the inflatable. Nicole figures out how to operate the motor, and they swiftly move with the tide. Agnes asks if they are heading in the right direction, to which Nicole responds, "I hope so. Because if not, we'll soon be back in Gilead." Agnes realizes that she would rather die than return to Gilead.
Nicole suddenly starts swearing as the motor dies, suspecting an electrical short or low battery. They must rely on the oars to row, which poses a challenge for Nicole with her injured arm. Agnes takes hold of an oar, and Nicole teaches her how to row. Overwhelmed, Agnes begins to cry, but Nicole urges her to keep going, assuring her that the light on the shore is getting closer. Agnes expresses concern that they are too far out and that the water will sweep them away, but Nicole encourages her to persevere, shouting, "No we won't. Not if you try. Now, go! And go! That's it! Go! Go! Go!"
Aunt Lydia provides an update, stating that Aunt Vidala has regained consciousness but has not spoken yet. Evidence of heel marks suggests that someone dragged Aunt Vidala, and rumors circulate that her stroke was the result of an attack. Aunt Vidala is moved to a recovery ward where the other founding Aunts remain by her side.
The elopement note comes under scrutiny, and despite Aunt Lydia's attempt to discourage a search for the imaginary couple, Aunt Elizabeth insists on investigating.As a result, Aunt Lydia reluctantly sends out a search team of Angels, but they find no leads.
Commander Judd summons Aunt Lydia to his office and expresses anger over the loss of Baby Nicole. He fears that the Council will discover that Nicole was in Gilead and blames himself for letting her escape. Aunt Lydia assures Commander Judd that only the two of them and Nicole herself know her true identity. She suggests that Nicole either ran away
voluntarily or was abducted, and in either case, the guilty party is likely associated with Mayday and will be revealed.
Angels discover two Pearl Girl backpacks near a trail in Vermont, creating a false lead and diverting attention away from Nicole and Agnes. The search yields no results. It is discovered that the water shortage was caused by Aunt Immortelle's body blocking the outlet in the cistern. Aunt Lydia reminds herself that this was a willing sacrifice. Rumors circulate that Jade may have murdered Aunt Immortelle. Aunt Elizabeth expresses concern about the scandal's impact on the reputation of the Aunts, and Aunt Lydia suggests they portray Aunt Immortelle's death as an accidental fall into the cistern during an investigation.
More speculation arises as reports surface of two Pearl Girls passing through the gate with proper papers, implying that Aunt Victoria was involved in a double escape and that the elopement letter was part of a plot to delay pursuit. News also spreads that witnesses saw two Pearl Girls in Portsmouth, New Hampshire.
Commander Judd orders a search party with instructions to shoot to kill, believing that a dead Baby Nicole is preferable to her being alive. He suspects Nicole may have been a plant and apologizes to Aunt Lydia, as she had believed Nicole to be a genuine convert, which would have been a significant achievement. As long as Nicole is alive, she poses a threat to Commander Judd and Aunt Lydia, as someone could use her to bring them down.
Aunt Lydia visits Aunt Vidala once again, sending Aunt Elizabeth to fetch a cup of tea. She commands Aunt Vidala to wake up, and to everyone's surprise, Aunt Vidala's eyes open, and she accuses Aunt Lydia of causing her condition, threatening that Aunt Lydia will hang for it. Aunt Lydia instructs Aunt Vidala to go back to sleep, and she complies, closing her eyes. Aunt Elizabeth returns, unaware of what transpired, and Aunt Lydia discreetlysearches for the vial of morphine in her pocket. She tells Aunt Elizabeth that Aunt Vidala spoke but must have brain damage, as she accused Aunt Elizabeth of striking her and being the Mayday traitor. Aunt Lydia subtly suggests that some Commanders may still hold resentment towards Aunt Elizabeth for her involvement in Dr. Grove's demise and might accept Aunt Vidala's testimony against her. Distressed, Aunt Elizabeth seeks solace, and Aunt Lydia comforts her, deliberately mentioning Aunt Vidala's allergies and
suggesting that her pillow needs to be straightened before leaving the room.
Agnes and Nicole remain in the inflatable, enduring the freezing cold and being swept toward the sea by the tide. Agnes silently prays, asking God to safely guide them to the shore and, if necessary, to let only her perish. Agnes's arms start to cramp, and she feels her resolve weakening. Nicole shouts at her to keep rowing, and a wave crashes into the boat. Nicole urges Agnes to row for her life. Finally, they manage to reach the shore, their desperate efforts paying off.
Nicole is in a delirious state at this point, feeling as if her left arm is detached from her body. She and Agnes navigate over slippery rocks and seaweed, climbing uphill to escape the waves. Becka is there with them on the beach, though Nicole doesn't recall her being in the boat. A shout from overhead draws their attention, and they see lights moving down the hill toward them. Ada is holding one of the lights. Exhausted, Nicole collapses, and Garth lifts her up. He assures her with a smile that he knew she would make it. At the top of the hill, television cameras are waiting. Someone instructs Nicole to smile, but she blacks out. A helicopter arrives to airlift Agnes and Nicole to the Campobello Refugee Medical Centre. Nicole's injured arm is treated with antibiotics. When Nicole regains consciousness, Agnes, Ada, Elijah, and Garth are by her side. Agnes expresses gratitude to Nicole for saving their lives, and Elijah tells them he is proud of them.
News about Nicole and the cache of documents spreads widely. Elijah confirms that the source has come through, and many high-ranking officials in Gilead will face consequences. Nicole asks if Gilead is gone, but she learns that it is just the beginning. Nicole mentionsseeing Becka on the beach, but Agnes whispers that Becka didn't actually come. Nicole eventually falls asleep, and when she wakes up, their mother,
Offred, is there. Nicole embraces her mother, and Offred smiles, acknowledging that Nicole and Agnes may not remember her due to their young age. The girls reassure her that it's okay and express their anticipation of getting to know her soon.
Aunt Lydia reflects that her time with the reader is nearing its end. She envisions the reader as a young woman, immersed in her work in a dim corner of a library, diligently working on her manuscript. Aunt Lydia imagines herself hovering over this young woman, offering encouragement as she reads. The young woman, curious about Aunt Lydia's actions, asks why Aunt Lydia had behaved in the way she did. Aunt Lydia finds solace in the knowledge that the young woman will never have to experience the same hardships.
Aunt Lydia acknowledges that her own journey is also reaching its conclusion, just as Gilead's time is coming to an end. She expresses regret that she won't witness the downfall of Gilead, as she knows she must take her own life before the Eyes arrive. Aunt Lydia understands that the moment has arrived for her to administer a lethal dose of morphine to herself. She carefully conceals her writing in its usual hiding place, preparing for what lies ahead.